I say I'm antisocial and the most enclosed person on Earth.
They say I'm a good girl, that I obey my elders, that I take heed of advice.
I say I always do what I want, that I don't care about what others think.
They say I have many talents and great potential.
I say I'm useless because I'm too bored to tend to these talents.
They say I'm quiet and kind.
I say I'm loud and rude.
They say I'm the most reserved person they know.
I say I'm eccentric and weird.
They say I can talk and write like a professor.
I say my speech is more like a mix of several (sub)cultures.
They say I'm cold like a gravestone in front of sickness and death.
I say I simply do not show my emotions.
They say I like to consider all of the possibilities.
I say I don't know what I want, that I change my mind too easily.
They say people get my words wrong too frequently.
I say they don't know me so well to get exactly what I'm saying.
They don't know me.
But I know myself.
I am all things. Every single one of them and yet nothing.
I can be whatever the hell I want.-